More Waiting...

Friday morning, we went in to Dr. B's for our first ultrasound.  I can't explain our emotions...we were incredibly excited, nervous, & a bit scared.  Right away Dr. B found the sac & a couple minutes later she spotted the yolk and a dot in the middle of the yolk which is "Baby Hardy"!  We were hoping to see a heartbeat, but unfortunately it wasn't quite visible.  Dr. B informed us that if all is well, it should start beating within the next few days & that for some women 6 weeks is just too early.  After, talking with her we got the impression that our odds are 50/50...she has seen it go both ways.  So, now we have to once again do what we do best....WAIT...oh how we are soooo tired of waiting.  This time, due to Dr. B going on vacation, we have to wait not one week, but TWO weeks for our next ultrasound.  In the mean time I have to keep on keeping on with my progesterone shots each night & my weekly acupuncture appointments with Dr. L.B.

Until then, we will continue to do our best at staying positive & most importantly continue to pray for our little Pea!

6 Week old "Baby Hardy"

Lower than Expected : (

Friday, I had my blood work done at 8:00 and the IVF coordinator called with the results just before 11:00.  She started the conversation out with, "We're a bit concerned...".  My heart sank.  She went on to say that my beta came back at 617, which is below normal...they were expecting it to be just over 1000.  Now, we have to once again WAIT for another week...I'm so over "waiting"!!!  We will go back Friday, June 24th for an ultrasound to see what's going on.  I can't explain how frustrating this entire infertility battle has been. I'm ready for us to catch a break & for something to go smoothly.

We are trying to stay only positive (easier said than done, but we are trying) as we PRAY, PRAY, PRAY for good news to come!   Please, Lord take care of our little pea & help him/her to keep growing!!!

Over the Moon!!!

On Friday I had my blood work drawn at 8:30, we then came home and waited...as we sat staring at the phone I kept thinking about how crazy it is that ONE phone call can make or break us...break our hearts, or change them forever!  At 11:30 the phone finally rang and we heard the greatest news!  I'll never forget how it felt to hear the one line we had been waiting for, for sooo long, "I have really good news...YOU'RE PREGNANT"!!!  We are over the moon excited & so thankful for this awesome gift God has blessed us with!  When I say excited...I'm talking REALLY EXCITED...can't sleep, smiling all the time kind of excited!!!!!

As of today we are 4 weeks, 4 days along...my beta back on Friday came back at 122 & Dr. B said that it should come close to doubling every two days.  We go back on Friday for more blood work to make sure it's climbing as it should.  T did the math and thinks it should be around 1,000.  If things look good Friday, Dr. B will schedule our first ultrasound for next week!  We're so stoked to see our little miracle or miracles!!!

If you are reading this post...you're in on the most "awesome" of secrets!  We have decided to keep our news on the down low, due to it being so incredibly early.  We want to wait a few more weeks/few more doctor appointments to tell the world our news, so please help us keep the secret!!!  We would also like to thank everyone for all of the prayers...this reminds us that GOD is so AWESOME, prayers are answered, & miracles do happen!!!

Here's how we told our families the news:



Here's a pic of our first ever POSITIVE!!!



5 Days!

We're praying hard here at the Hardy house!!! Five days left until we find out what God has in store for us for the next 9 months....holy cow...that's crazy to think about, but super exciting!  Gus is even praying for a little bro/sis...he said he's got lots of tricks to teach: sit, stay, shake, how to chew bones, dig holes, sneak snacks off the counter, & take naps!!!

Transfer Complete!

Tuesday was an all around good day!  I began the morning with Dr. L.B. for pre-transfer acupuncture.  It went well...I left feeling relaxed & ready for transfer.  Dr. L.B. is always contagiously positive no matter what the circumstances/odds might be...so it was a good place to start the day considering we hadn't received an update since Monday morning when they had dropped in grade.  Positiveness was key!

We headed to Dr. B's just before 2:00.  She took us back to her office to discuss everything before the transfer.  She first informed us that one of the embryos had stepped up in grade to a 4A & the other was a 3B...both great grades to stick for the long haul (I felt a bit of weight drop from my shoulders...they did it...they stayed strong in time for transfer).  Dr. B then discussed with us how nervous she was too this weekend...she even said that on Sunday, she was to nervous to check on their grades & decided not to call Dr. T for the update, but rather wait until Monday morning when she arrived at the clinic.  She said that she was so excited when we got 15 eggs, but when only 2 fertilized the excitement faded & the nerves set in.  She expressed that this affirms that there is something about T's sperm & my eggs coming together...somethings just not working, but, once they do connect they create strong embryo's.  Dr. B was very hopeful & told me she would have her fingers & toes crossed, & be praying for a positive!

Next, they took me back to the O.R. for the transfer.  Once, again the full bladder was a killer!  Think of having a completely full bladder and then having someone push hard on it with the ultra-sound....all while spread eagle in stirrups...not a good combination!  Dr. B was really excited about the transfer, she kept telling me how perfectly smooth it went! She said, that we have given them the best of chances....good graded embryos paired with a smooth transfer. 

So, now we wait, wait, wait!  This is by far the toughest part of the entire IVF process.  We wait for my beta test day to come (10 days) and pray that both lil' peas are attaching and holding tight!

Our two super cute Pea's!!!